Guys I've had successful sex quite a few times now in the past month on the weekends. I have a former post in here I have not kept up with over a year ago and I was not successful in my goal to stop porn and to a greater degree masturbation, however, I have always kept fighting my urges and they may finally be paying off. All my history is on that post and is lengthy but it may help someone. I have met an older woman playing a show at a country nightclub a month ago. I knew she was a little bit older but it turns out she's 38 with 2 kids and I'm 26. Like many of you I'm sure, older women are a turn on, and its probably because of porn. Dating an older woman 12 years older than me with 2 kids is not the most practical and this probably will not be a long-term thing but it has been fun thus far. I asked her to dance after the show and we did, talked, and then eventually started to make out. We went outside and made out some more and I got her number. We continued to text throughout the week and she came out to see us play in a town near her. We had good chemistry and I went with her to her place after waffle house. We kissed and made out and fondled each other till she climbed on top of me and started to ride me. I was cautious because I suffer from PE and also PIED but yet I was halfway hard at the least. Well I didn't last but a minute and I tried to get her off of me but I guess she resisted and I blasted inside her... She later reveals she has an IUD and that its perfectly fine as its only been 3 years. I'm not recommending this to anyone so please be careful. So I had just had successful sex, although maybe at 60% erection. My sensitivity on my penis is not like I wanted it to be because I am used to a tight grip and her pussy (in my limited experience) is somewhat looser than what I have lucked up with before. I am aware the sensitivity could be due to a weak erection BUT we have met a couple weekends after and had sex multiple times. One night in particular at her house I did pretty well with I'd wager a 90% erection! Oddly enough that instance in particular I would do well but almost blast several times. This is probably due to PE and limited experience. I would pull out and re-enter multiple times until finally I could not cum and my erection and sensitivity both diminished. It was very frustrating as I actually did not get off. Her having an IUD is helping me to not worry about my PE and I'm getting some practice in. I have tried pretty successfully not to masturbate during this time I am seeing her all except 4 days ago where I did succumb to porn with older women. I did find myself focusing less on the visuals and more on the sounds and what the woman is feeling in the video, but still it was bad that I watched it and I feel like it set me back with my sexual vigor and libido. I haven't had GREAT erections half the time we have had sex, and I cum kind of faster than I like too. I've never lasted longer than probably 7 minutes. The last couple times we had sex yesterday and friday night I finished in her and then we used a toy she had that really got her off both times we used it. It did turn me on, but I can't help but feel like I am not getting turned on enough still. I'm 26 and should be having rock hard erections and having pretty good sex and recharging after 30 minutes everytime but its just not happening for me right now. A tactic I did use was rubbing the head of my penis on her clitoris and pussy to kind of tease her and myself as well. My dick would get hard to this which I think is great. I know if I was normal, just looking at a naked woman in my bed should turn me on without stimulation so I still have to progress to that which I think means not even touching my penis unless it is to pee or clean. Her touch and the mental stimulation is the most important factor in me being hard, and it does make me hard semi-consistently, but I still take a while to recharge my libido. So guys I am not fully healed...but I am seeing the fruits of fighting this addiction even if I've made it a very long fight by not simply abstaining from masturbation and porn in "hard mode" as people call it. I for some reason struggle to not masturbate once and a while but I have done well this month besides that one hiccup. Being with this woman is helping me rewire as well, but I know I probably need to just abstain hard mode for a month or two to get that 100% erection. I still believe this to be a success and I will update my situation next time I get on. I am hoping this post will help someone out there. Keep fighting the good fight everyone.