Struggling for time (200+ days of no PMO)

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by VeniVidiVici, Dec 4, 2012.

  1. R3balance

    R3balance Active Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Good job puting yourself out there, only way to get better is doing that I think!

    Sick in bed all day, ur stronger than me at this, u can do it! I just relapsed again, it aint worth it bro!

    Sex is so much better, it really is :'(

    Hows the Moing? chasers?
     
  2. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    I know. I just MO'ed twice after that post. Once the day of the post and once the day after that girl that was staying over left, since I was getting tired of getting spontaneous erections. (So I guess the last one might be a bit of a chaser, but a chaser after sex though, not after MOing.)
     
  3. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Day 192-195

    So a lot of laying a bed during the week. Felt better again yday and went out with 2 friends of mine, ended up dancing somewhere being pretty sober, which is something rare for me. Had a lot of fun, just felt I wasn't that attracted to girls. Couldve been the sobriety, my mindset, or just the girls there. That's all there is to say really. Have had some MW every now and then, not every day though, but with illness thats not really a benchmark. Last thing I have to add is that I MO'ed to touch once over the last days.
     
  4. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Ill, huh? It's entirely possible that your MO's may have boosted your immune system somewhat.

    http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/319070.stm
    The study indicates that people who had ejaculated once or twice a week experienced a boost in their immune function.

    Perhaps your body was trying to tell you something. You just listened.

    AND! You stayed away from porn, so it sounds like you're good. Glad you're feeling better.
     
  5. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    How easy is it for you to MO? Is it without porn/fantasy and light touch?
     
  6. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Cheers Apeman, sounds interesting. It is getting harder for me to distinguish what is bad for me and not, porn wise though, or some FHM pictures bad or not that kind of stuff.

    gameover, I basically wait until I get horny and try to stay away from mornings, than gentle stroke and some fantasy about girls I know, plus sometimes some sensual touch.
     
  7. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Day 196-197

    Haven't had morning wood, for the last two days, which is weird since I have been sleeping pretty consistently, although waking up with my alarm clock. Apart from that I've been busy studying so not that much going on with girls or anything. Haven't really recovered from my illness as well, I've still got a sore throat..
     
  8. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Congrats on 200 days of no PMO!
    Reboot and rewire,
    Barn
     
  9. ModusVivendi

    ModusVivendi New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Holy shit, 200 days GOD DAMN! Mega congrats in advance... don't let us all down by PMOing hours before the 200 now, haha.
     
  10. Goon

    Goon Guest

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Congratulations! Is it not time to update your thread title now? :)
     
  11. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Cheers guys!! Haha yeah Goon I guess its time.
     
  12. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Day 198-201

    Again not too much to record on here. The illness got worse again and so I am on antibiotics now.. Had my birthday as well, so had to watch out with drinking on my birthday while my friends got drunk, interesting to see drunk people while being sober haha. But yeah spent a lot of time in bed recovering, so not to much to say on the reboot/rewire-territory.
     
  13. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    happy birthday ! may you recover as quickly as possible !
     
  14. original

    original hope

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Happy birthday bro, keep on updating ;)
     
  15. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Re: Struggling for time (150+ days of no PMO)

    Cheers guys!

    Day 202

    Didn't plan on going out again yesterday, but I did, again pretty sober, because of the antibiotics, had a fun time. Being pretty relaxed talking to girls and all, wasnt really looking for something though, so nothing happened. Feel more and more that I just wanna date someone again, the random hook ups seem more and more shallow..
     
  16. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    After posting the above, I felt shit and went back to bed again. Had a light anxiety attack, stared at the ceiling for an hour and then went out. Really feel I need a close connection with a girl sometime soon. I'm really missing it. Haven't really been dating in 5 months.. Still messaging with my ex that left at the end of last year, on the one hand that still is really rewarding on the other hand it stings like hell. Ahhh life...
     
  17. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Day 203-205

    Had some productive days working on uni things, so that's good. Skyped with my ex, which didn't spark as much of self-pity as I expected, so that's good. Apart from that I have been feeling like I have been in some sort of flatline the last couple of days, I'm not sure whether that is due to me MOing about twice a week, due to me taking antibiotics or something else. Guess I haven't been treating my body to well lately, so I am going to try to eat healthier again and work out more.
     
  18. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Day 206

    Had dinner with a friend and then met up with some other friends for some pre-drinks and a night out. Ended up hitting on a friend of a friend, had a lot of fun with her and even made out with her briefly, but she started to be a bit weird, due to drunkenness, so nothing much happened after.
    Didn't have any motivation today to get something done, so chilled out in a park with a friend of mine who dropped by. Tonight will be drinking and going out again, since a friend from overseas is visiting me, guess I will try to get the girl from yday to come as well. Apart from that, no morning wood again this morning, seems like I haven't had any in quite a while.
     
  19. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Day 207-209

    So the friend from overseas made me drink ever since he arrived. Had fun, blew far too much money, made out for a bit with a girl on Thursday, got a nosebleed from that (how the fuck does that happen..??) Big night yday, so big hangover today, drunk texted my ex, got the reply that she has a bf now, so I shouldn't do that anymore, that made the hangover even worse. Ow well, maybe in the end this will actually give me more closure. Damn I just really want to find a nice girl again.. No proper dating for almost half a year is really starting to get to me.
     
  20. VeniVidiVici

    VeniVidiVici New Member

    Day 210-212

    Last couple of days have been pretty rough on me; feeling pretty low. Really think I physically have really recovered yet, plus mentally it has all been a drag as well. Found out that my ex is back together with the guy she was dating before me, and knowing he hurt her before, plus just being jealous, is making it hard for me to be happy for her. We are just friends now, but it still just really stings. On the other hand I hope knowing all this will give me more closure. Trying to figure out lately whether I've been sabotaging myself with what if questions, still not sure whether I did that over the last half year. Just one of those terrible weeks...
     

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