It's so disappointing that I can't satisfy the person I like. I've been neglecting the importance of self control when it comes to masturbating. Today is my first day. New journey of the real deal.
So today is day 1 of your recovery or are you re-committing after a past failed attempt? What's your story? You married, single, in a relationship? How long have you been addicted? Are you full ED?
Hey YellowMinion, thanks for the reply. I'm a 24 years old just recently embracing my homosexuality. I have no gay friends and most of the people around me look down on the freedom of sexuality. I have been using porn since the age of 13 or 14. My first sex was with a guy somewhat 3 years ago. I did have erection for around 10-15min but I cannot reach orgasm. The same situation happened everytime I had sex and I need to ejaculate myself. These experiences made me wonder if I was even gay because I can't ejaculate naturally w a guy. I just have to masturbate. So I went on tinder and tried few times w girls. And the same thing happened but I wasnt as attracted. I freaked out not knowing what can make me it pop! That's when I realized it was in fact PIED. Today is my day 3. I haven't told this guy I'm currently dating about this situation.
