Starting over. Building a better me.

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by skazkidreamin82, Nov 16, 2021.

  1. skazkidreamin82

    skazkidreamin82 New Member

    I’ve struggled with porn and fapping since college. I’m 39 now, and have 19 years full of wasted time and energy on this toxic garbage. And failed relationships or chances at relationships.

    And in the last couple of years, it’s literally been bad for my physical health. I’ve been managing chronic tendonitis for some years now in my shoulder, wrist, and a few other joints—old weight training injuries and too much backpacking in years past. Done some rounds of physical therapy. But I haven’t made any progress in the gym in over two years. Because my wrist and shoulder keep flaring up. And I know exactly why: it’s jerking off. No joke. Every time I fall back into jerking, it becomes a multiple times a day thing, and my wrist or shoulder start flaring up anew all over again.

    So I can choose: be physically fit, or wank. It’s that real and that stark. I know what is the better choice. But I have to summon the resolve to follow through on it.

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