Hello everybody, I'm a 23 year old student form Europe and I have been addicted to porn for years! Never really knew it was an addiction, thought I just liked porn, some times I tough it could be a problem but did not really attempt to stop. I think I started watching porn when I was 12.. And sins then it have been Hardcore porn every day, I'm in university now and it was still the same. Every time I have the chance I go M. quite a few times a day... But I assume everybody have read this story 100x and knows the story very wel. But the point is I didn't really knew I was addicted. But I knew I lost HOURES watching porn next to that I noticed I stated watching more extreme porn.. But still thought it was normal. xD But because I realized I was losing way to much time (this was what I thought was my major problem) So started googling for sites about porn and I stubbled on YBOP and ..... I stated reading and I realized I share sooo much with the people that wrote those stories. Its insane. So now i acknowledge I'M A PORN ADDICT! Now I know my biggest problem because of porn is not just the "losing time" It have been the problem of my life: [list type=decimal] [*]Seeing girls as "object": I can't control myself from staring at them and I am so shy when I need to talk with them [*]Just beeing so insecure with myself + I am getting socially "retarded" losing my friends, doing no effort to go out and see people, just staying home watching porn [*]Orgasms from normal Sex are just nothing anymore... [*]When I'm with my girlfriend I just want to have sex.. and I notice it starts to annoy her, but still do it... [*]..... [/list] And I could make the list muck longer.... But so when I saw the site exactly a month ago I decided to quite immediately. But I have a Girlfriend... So I succeeded to do 16 with-ought porn but noticed I started begging for sex more.. Or just a hand-job from her.. so maybe it didn't even count.. Day 17 I started slipping, first "accidentally" ending on a porn site, then day 19 again and day 20 I masturbated again.... but I decided to stop again but I didn't succeed anymore after slipping for a few days I mastrubated again on day 26.. and today again.. It is so mindfucking. I know I really should not do it but still can't control myself... The day's when I don't M I just go googling for stuff that is related to porn of when I see my girlfriend I want sex or FB.... But now I start again!!! The exams are stating soon so this means I won't see my girlfriend a lot anymore so maybe this is my chance. My aim: 90days NO PM(O)!!!!!!!!! I really know I need to do it!!! But It will be hard, Just beeing horny al the time.... + I need to study, while porn will be on my mind a lot of the time, + the exam stress + so many girls in the library + when i study at home the seduction of the my laptop... (and because often a lot of people are on my laptop i can't put a porn blocker, to scared they would notice) I put the O between brackets because I might stile have sex with my girlfriend I think... just not the coming first weeks. I am really going to try to post daily!! I know I need to keep reading other peoples stories that REALLY helps!!! And if somebody has experience with stopping porn addicting wile having a girlfriend I would love some advice!!! I can't tell her, she would really freak for her porn is really disgusting and it would be humiliating and when it would ever be over between us.... Wish me luck!!!!