I am a 60-year-old man that has struggled with PMO since about 6th grade. I'm supposed to be a Christian as well but I am failing at that miserably right now. I have already read "Wack" and am on day 5 of my recovery. I would really like to meet up with another Christian man for accountability purposes. The struggle has been very extremely intense with high levels of anxiety, guilt, shame, and embarrassment. It's time I put this behind me once and for all. Thank you in advance for any head y'all can provide. This is a journey and I have my walking stick ready to go.