day 66 was really tough yesterday. the mistake was that i forget what happens when i meet the girl and i get triggered. the brain fog the next day was insane. and i made the mistake of not going to the gym. end up having a really confused day. feeling better today, but will go to the gym today - to release the energy. also im seeing more and more what im sexually turned on by, i hate sex in the dark because im a really visual and sensual guy. i need to see whats happening otherwise im not turned on. all these things, i wasnt aware of before because i was in a no where land of sexual energy. its day 67 today, lets go! will probably have sex the next days to get rid of the hard mode and release some energy and see if im able to have sex now. will test the water basicly. some fixation thoughts came up yesterday about the porn when my energy was really too much. but fapping is not an option and im really good now in being ok with these urges. but still, its not the optimal strategy. optimal strategy was just to go to the gym and release the energy in the first place but i was also really tired from all the working out in the last 2 weeks and i think i ate something bad in a restaurant. so it was a lot of factors coming together that made happen what happened yesterday. even watching porn came up to my mind all of the sudden.