Hi guys this is my first time posting. I have been addicted to masturbation for the last 40 years. Like a lot of guys here my problems escalated with the advent of high speed porn. I seemed to have had no problems while MOing to erotic stories and naked girlie images. I discovered internet porn in the 90's and gradually got to a point where i could no longer get an erection for my wife, she tried everything. I was also addicted to blowjobs and that even failed to raise my soldier anymore. Cialis worked great for a while and that stopped working a couple of years ago. And needless to say, Porn videos also failed to get me hard,going from weird stuff to Bestiality, Incest, you name it. Thats roughly where i began to Google for a miraculous fix to soon discover that there wasn't one! But then i discovered this Forum and you guys and suddenly my heart was pounding in my chest...........Hope!! I went on Reboot Hard Style 53 days ago. I had absolutely zero problem shutting down the Internet Porn avenue and havent missed it one single day.........which kind of baffles me because i was so badly into it for so long. I dont even miss MO maybe because i am so desperate to get my sex life back in some shape or form. I think i have been in flatline for e few years,penis shriveled to almost nothing, i have been with a few really sexy ladies over the last few years and not even a flicker....absolutely soul destroying not too mention the shame of it! Anyway I am getting on with it,i mean to keep this going for as long as it takes, i have read here of many men who have relapsed and i know how hard that must be to have to start over. So I want to avoid that at all costs. Hopefully someone can help with a bit of advice as to how to proceed from here: About one week into my Reboot I met a married woman and we met a few times in her car,i figured this was really bad timing but i carried on. We kissed and cuddled the first couple of nights then we had a fantastic evening of cunnilingus etc which she and I enjoyed. My pants stayed firmly closed,and as usual i wasnt even feeling a tremor down there. We still meet and next week we will have another evening where we will have plenty of time to play,if she asks for sex, I will just pass it off without revealing the state I am in. I need to know if this affair is a good or bad thing in relation to me gett ing to my ultimate goal i.e being capable of attaining a firm erection and having vaginal sex with a real person. I havent had morning wood for decades, but about four weeks into my Reboot i awoke with an erection, wow, I leapt from my bed and danced around the room shouting 'I'm cured, I'm cured' what a glorius feeling that was.....wow! But of course I wasn't cured and I havent had MW since. I am not being traumatised by the lack of MW or anything because i think in my case i had better be prepared for the long haul. Again i would love to hear what people think about this MW phenomenon and where does it leave me. I have lots of questions but i need to take it a bit at a time i think. Any help would be so well received and much appreciated. Thank you for reading.