Yes dude! Amazing. I'm happy you realize that even though you're here on this website "again", you made so much progress which you should be proud of! Exciting. I'm gonna check your journal like I check the news Omg 100% same. Love that you want to challenge yourself there! Somehow I am the absolute worst at picking up any signals, or when I pick the signals up I want to get out of the situation before "it gets awkward", such a stupid way to live a life. In my case it's really tied to having a bad self image and believing that the person in front of me would rather not talk to me or be with me (even when they initiated the conversation, or came to my house at 12 in the evening (that's a story for another day on my own journal!)). Anyway. Glad you are healthy and back to write more stuff! You were always such a big help and I hope I can return the favor.