Things have gone bad again on the PMO front. I remember a year or so ago I had some success writing here but I did not follow through with quitting. I still make attempts to quit, usually when I hit rock bottom, or experience some type of crisis. I think attempting to quit PMO brings me a sense of control and stability in my life. Not certain of it being a good thing though, because quitting becomes the new high, a self-righteous one, converting myself from sinner to Saint. There's no doubt I feel better not doing PMO though, and I guess I come here because I am desperate. This is day 0.