Sexual Awakening

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Buda, Jun 6, 2012.

  1. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Hi everyone,

    First of all, I want to say my english is not so good, my native language is spanish.
    Today, I just discovered http://www.yourbrainonporn.com, and this forum. I want to leave to use porn and enjoy the benefits of it. I'm 28 years old, with a little of sexual experience, but I'm a Guru in PMO :-[ . Hahaha.

    I'll post my experience and other things everyday and begin my journey today.

    See ya
    Buda sex
     
  2. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Sexual Awakening Day 1 completed

    Hi,

    I just finish my first day, I didn't feel any temptation for PMO. I'm using K9 to block porn sites, though I get other restriction (some youtube videos).
    I also deleted my porn collection (voyeur, upskirts) :eek:, around 50 GBs from my hard disk, I don't know if upskirts are the same as porn, but they are fantasies.

    I went to my swimming class, I felt relaxed. After that I met some friends and talked. And in the night I did a little of meditation.

    Let's see tomorrow how my mind responds
    Regards.
    Sexual Buda ;)
     
  3. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Sexual Awakening Day 2

    ;)

    I have finished the second day. I feel good, I had no temptations.
    Just to share with you guys, I don't know if this is posted in forum:
    -Leaving masturbation increases the sexual drive and attracts women.
    -Leaving porn allow us to find the real self in every woman not based in sexplotation (women as a sexual object), and make better connections with them.

    It's time to sleep.

    See ya.
    SB
     
  4. Forgive Me

    Forgive Me tmrw belongs to people who prepare for it today!

    Well done Buda and welcome to the forum.
     
  5. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Sexual Awakening Day 3

    Thanks One more chance in life,

    Today is my third day without PMO.
    I feel good today, but I'm tired because of my activities. I went to swimming class, it's relaxing and fun. :D
    I almost study all day for some projects, I want to focus my time in those things, though I use the computer to study ???. So I try not to think in PMO, until today it has been easy.

    My goals to short time are:

    -No PMO at least until my birthday, that will be my gift. <--- End of July, almost 60 days since I began.
    -Focus on my studies and my projects.
    -Continue meditating every day.
    -Improve my voice tone (I read one of the benefits from some people leaving PMO is to have a deeper voice) ;D , by practicing loud reading, and other exercises.
    -Continue reading some books and finish them.

    Thanks & Regards...
    SB
     
  6. Pilgrim

    Pilgrim New Member

    Hi, buda! We are starting together. Lets go! Yo también hablo español, just in case you want to use the native language. Be present, everyday, every minute.
     
  7. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Sexual Awakening Day 4

    I just finished my 4th day without PMO. ;)

    It's a very good challenge to show me I'm better than PMO.
    I also went to swimming class and did meditation. Both are good ways to be without thinking needlessly.

    Pilgrim,

    Let's do this, the benefits will be great.
    I see a lot of people around the world suffer from this addiction and I'm sad about that In general, we cannot talk to women and/or make connections with them, because with PMO we're living in a world of fantasy rather than real world, women really want sex, but society tell us "Be respectful, women don't like sex".
    I hope it will be a sexual awakening very soon.

    Thanks & Regards,
    SB
     
  8. wayne_992

    wayne_992 New Member

    IM also starting rite now , lets gooo and keep going man
     
  9. Pilgrim

    Pilgrim New Member

    Buda,
    Concentrate on your own process. If you are quiting such an strong habit , I would say it is not time to think about others. There are many people in the world suffering the same. Ok, and so? I think until I dont recover myself I better dont think about this. Just look at my process, at my experience. Here we find people to share experiences and look for support. It is the same about what yiu say about women. I feel you dont need to keep thinking about this by now. When you ll be recovered, things are going to come to a new way, naturally. And every experience is unique. I had real sex and online sex for years. Both together. My issue was to realize how many time i was wasting on porn, how my energy was going down and my creativity too. I was throwing away my life. Even having real sex with real women. Injust have 4 days on this new road. And I am finding myself much more aware. It is still a long road. I know. So, concentrate in your path, your way. Good luck!
     
  10. Buda

    Buda New Member

    Sexual Awakening Day 5 and 6

    Hi everyone,

    I'm on 6th day. I didn't post yesterday (5th day). Anyway.


    5th day (yesterday):

    It was an easy day:

    I had breakfast with my family (and with my little niece, I like to observe babies, I learn a lot about them, they're not socially conditioned).

    I also need to change my mindsets about sexuality so:

    -I was reading about sexuality "The Secrets Of Female Sexuality", it shows a lot of truths regarding men and women (what a woman really wants). They are waiting for real men who are not afraid (that's the main problem to be with girls) in every aspect of life. Every women wants to have real orgasms and not faked.

    -Other book I'm reading is "multi-orgasmic man": Women complement our energy, men complement women's energy. That's beautiful. So, PMO give us a lot of fear in real world, pornography is a world of fantasy, we're wasting our energy, but when we are with a women who really like us, energy is recovered and increased. Orgasm in men doesn't necessary has to have ejaculation, orgasm can be separated for ejaculation with some techniques, so we don't lose our energy, we can have multiple orgasms.

    I also watch Sunshine (1999 film), a good movie about jewish, it shows naked people, but I didn't feel desires to PMO, I don't watch TV a lot, it lasted 3 hours :eek:


    6th (Today):

    I had my swimming class, it's relaxing, fun, it helps me to be present and concentrated, I see real beautiful girls in that place. ;)
    I also began a public speaking course, it was interesting and helpful, by the way, there are real girls in that place too. ;D

    Pilgrim,

    Thanks for the advice.

    Regards, 8)
    SB
     

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