Severe pied 6 months update, viagra works now.

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Deleted User, Mar 21, 2021.

  1. Deleted User

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    Guys, i am still flatlining more than functional, viagra efficiency is a hit and a miss too, it depends on my sexual function, days or i shall say hours more precisely when i feel i can perform, I don't need viagra at all, but it helps makes me like a teenager again regarding how quick i can get and maintain erections. But it's useless when i am deeply flatlining.

    My baseline now is much better than when I first started rebooting, the last month i used facebook a lot and found myself seeking the watch section in thr look of any nude slip ups and fell into the trap of watching these loser prank makers who click bait people using their half naked bikini girlfriends. Sometimes these give me a strong adrenaline rush. I fell in a flatline again, maybe because of that? So i deleted facebook.
    My issue is feeling hopeless and negative about how my recovery is going, lots of ups and downs driving me crazy, i find myself testing my erections a lot often during days when i don't have any urges or feedback and connection with my penis. I can indeed now get hard manually, but occasionally it's not that hard or i would lose it after few minutes. Also it takes 2 to 5 minutes to get hard which is obviously a sign that my body isn't healed yet. During days when i feel recovered, i can get hard by thought or touch in 10 seconds. Also it seems there are very rare days now during my 9 months sincr i started trying rebooting where my libido explodes and i feel 1000% functional. Unfortunately these last only a day or two at most then i am back at a much worse state.


    I truly hope this is severe pied and not some other condition.. in short, i am feeling like going in the right direction, before reboot i could never get 100 hard even with porn and my erections deflate in 8 seconds after i stop stimulating my penis. Now if i could have an erection it actually lasts for good 20~30 seconds, during bad days, and can last for few minutes during good days. As i said, i am mostly flatlining, and the bad flatline days are longer than my functional days.. the good days seem to get longer but with less potency, for example i would feel 1000% and even get hard in the street walking just by seeing an average looking girl, but it only lasts for 1 day. Then i feel 80% functional but for 3 days and flatilne again.

    Since i experienced pied and ed, i feel that i no longer have genuine attraction to women, i lost interest in porn and seeking relationships, it was like a switch turned off, except when i am having good days, my attraction is restored but only with sexual intentions, i have no interest in seeking romance, affection or to flirt with women and I don't feel like i am missing it.

    I hope more people would share their experience with pied in detail, so we could understand it in more details, sharing that i have ed or lose it during piv, doesn't really tell much. How the body and brain are functioning..

    By telling my confusing brain and body sexual behavior, i feel all alone here.
     
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  2. Deleted User

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    Also, wet dreams are out of control, i average 6 wet dreams a month, and when they occur, i get 3 or 4 during the same week. Sometimes even 2 during the same night. This morning i saved myself from a wet dream and managed to wake up just before orgasm, then fell asleep again and i had more seducing dream about my cousin and i couldn't save myself again. It's like my deep brain now considers wet dreams as nightmares because i feel they hold back my recovery especially that i am having them a lot, i panic just before orgasm during the dream and wake up. But now my body is playing other tricks, when i would cum in my pants during sleep without a dream and without orgasm. Only to find out about it in thr morning. I also had some weird occurrences where i have a wet dream with a flaccid penis, does this happen to anyone where they cum mid sleep with a flaccid penis?

    Another thing, is morning wood, i notice they have nothing to do with recovery, because some days where i have strong mw, i feel dead dick for thr rest of the day, but some days with no mw, i can feel urges and spontaneous erections during the day.

    And speaking of urges, i can only get a good quick erection, when i feel urges, isn't this some weird shit happening with our bodies... I read some other few guys have this problem too.
     
  3. You are going in the right way. One question, do you rewire with a partner?
     
  4. Deleted User

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    No, we re long distance. Also rewiring isn't important, the body has to feel naturally horny and desires sex without any external stimulation or just by the thought of sex. When that happens, we will get a quick erection from any mental or physical stimulation which itself would arouse you and give you irresistible urges. That's what is normal.
     
  5. Deleted User

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    Your comments on all posts are none sense. Please don't comment on my post. You don't know what's normal for my body better than me. A healthy man has to think of, desire, and fantasize about sex at the sight of any attractive woman, it doesn't happen to me anymore. Yes, we're animals inside and more potent than woman, but society teaches us to suppress our sexuality, well unfortunately i lost this instinct.
     
  6. This happened when we were teenagers. Might not happen again. When I was cured, I barely felt any libido by myself. But when I met my gf, bang! Horniness and erections kicked in. Many others reported the same. Rewiring is equally important with rebooting for most people. On the other hand, many people abstain for long time without feeling any libido, being stuck in an eternal flatline. Find what suits you and do the best.
     
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  7. Deleted User

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    So you're cured?

    Tell me, how responsive is your penis when you touch it, i mean how fast can you get an erection by touch alone?

    Can you do it any time, is it consistent, how long it could last, and what about when you're standing up?

    The reason why i feel i am mot cured is, there are days where i feel just like how i described, raging libido and unwanted erections. In the past and the reason why i became addicted to masturbation, was that, i had to masturbate to make my dick calm down when i am outside...
     
  8. Was semi cured, but I relapsed and I am back to problems.
    I couldn't get a raging hard on by myself,but when I was with my girlfriend I was superhard and could have a lot of sex. I didn't care at all about the ability to get an erection by myself, the point is to have fullfilling sexual relationships with women.
     
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  9. manman1

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    Reading your posts even made me sign up to this forum.
    I'm in a very same condition now. I also have these "good" and "bad" days, where i either feel some kind of functional, or like don't feel my dick at all.
    I also can get hard by hand, but erection disappears quickly after i stop stimulation. I began to get regular and strong morning wood, but i lose it seconds after getting up from bed.

    I consider myself a severe PIED case. Now it's been almost 1,5 years since i last time watched porn. But during that time i had plenty of MO sessions, which now i consider harmful for recovery. Now i've been going hardmode for about 2 months.

    I feel like i'm making a slow progress in recovery, but some things really confuse me. On the one hand, as i've mentioned, i started to get regular morning wood, which i haven't got for years during PMO and which was weak and rare in first months of recovery.
    On the other hand, now further in my recovery there are practicaly no more days with this 1000% raging libido, spontaneous erections practically disappeared. The whole recovery process starts to feel something like "mild flatline". It's hard to say, whether i'm making progress or just stuck with it.



    What i'm trying to figure out is that maybe this is also some physical issue behind (PI)ED.
    For example, I have hemorrhoids, which first appeared at one of my PMO sessions several years ago. Hemorrhoids are the disorders of blood vessels in pelvis and rectum. I believe it also may affect erections.
    I started to notice, that the exacerbation of hemorrhoids kind of sends me in to a flatline (or maybe not, i'm not really sure...)

    Maybe by coincidence, you also have been diagnosed with some blood vessels issues?
     
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  10. Deleted User

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    Definitely hard mode bro. I don't have any hemorrhoids or blood vessels issues. During the days my brain decides to function, everything is working as it should, so i don't think it has anything to do with it.

    Indeed, progress is very very slow forme too, i can only feel general improvements after few months at a time and in between there are these highs and lows. Everything is inconsistent, from morning wood, libido to erections... But i try to keep positive and remind myself of the good days when i am going through dysfunctional days, because i have learned that they're just temporary, and eventually the good days are becoming more and more frequent.

    I like the way how you describe it, instead of those 1000% raging libido days, the situation is like settling down and is turning into a type of a mild flatline, with better and worse days alternations.


    I haven't orgasmed intentionally for 196 days now, also arousal with my girlfriend seems to snap me out of a flatline sometimes and i would become feeling functional for the next 2 or 3 days, more or less.
     
  11. Cloud123

    Cloud123 New Member

    Hi,

    The same thing happened to me and I solved it with kegels exercises every day. At the time of sex you have to do the kegels movement and you will notice the difference for a lot (sorry my bad English)
     

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