Severe pied 6 months update, viagra works now.

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  1. Deleted User

    Deleted User Guest

    Hi.


    Tldr; severe pied, porn didn't get me hard, after 6 months, 20~30% better, with few random days where i feel 80% or even recovered for short periods of the day. I decided to try viagra, and i was hard all night effortlessly just by flirting with my girl on the phone, i felt 13 years old. Tried viagra halfway through my reboot, it worked but i had to squeeze my d and stroke it hard.



    My history and how i got pied trying not to make it very long

    -Started masturbation at the age of 12
    -Occasionally porn from the age of 13
    -age 16 and 18 saw a peak on porn usage with summer porn addiction when i had more freedom using the computer.
    -age 21 until age 26, full blown addiction, daily masturbation, saw tolerance to vanilla, developed a cam model fetishes for being lonely and watching cam models made me feel like sexting with a real girlfriend.
    -late 2019, i started to have more lengthy porn sessions, up to few hours sometimes
    -Early 2020, first time i notice pied signs, weaker erections, i notice that just flirtating with girlfriend didn't make me hard, and she had to tease me while touching myself to get hard
    -it took me ages until hands got sore to orgasm without porn, and i would cum limp without porn
    -mid 2020, full blown pied, completely unresponsive penis, and very weak erections that would fade in a few seconds. Porn was useless and didn't make me hard.
    -first sex attempt and a big big failure. I lost my virginity, but i had to make out really wildly to get a decent enough erection for penetration but it would fade fast, also my D worked only in the mornings.

    I always neglected my sexual health, i was a virgin, never paid attention to my erections until i tried having sex and realizing how fcked up i was.

    Reboot started September 2020.
    I made it to 70 days, no progress, i felt worse, the d was shrinked even more, i realized i was asexual without porn, cold sensations and weird heavy feelings on my penis. I had 2 consecutive days around days 40 where i felt libido which i never felt since i was a teenager but i crashed again after a wetdream. I also had the occasional wet dream.
    I relapsed to full porn and watched it for hours, i masturbated 4 times in one day, i was desperate to get an erection again, my dik only got hard during my second masturbation attempt, porn made me feel high and got a crazy dopamine rush.

    Second reboot, 131 days and counting, occasional exposure to sexy photos online, sometimes i find myself cheating searching for lingerie photos but i stop it, i occasionally tested myself, and i was sexting with my girlfriend on the phone. I never orgasmed without a wetdream which i have a lot of them and seem to made any progress disappear.

    I tried cialis at the beginning of my second reboot, it worked but only the first few hours, and i had to stroke my D very hard and fast in order to get it hard, i have been stuck in a flatline before starting my reboot. Some moments my d works, but the erections are not consistent, the fade fast, there aas some progress here and there, my erections when worked they lastes a bit longer and they were decently hard. Sometimes i get an erection but it would die and then i won't be able to get it up again. My libido is felt few times around the day, especially in the morning, afternoon. At night i rarely had a libido and if i felt it at night, 100% i am getting a wet dream the next morning. Morning wood is inconsistent, some days it's rock hard, but now it's not good since 3 weeks.



    Yesterday, i bought kamagra 100mg chocolate pieces, i only took half a bite from one piece. I assume 50mg and i video chat with my girlfriend, and i was in tears later, just asking her to kiss me made me rock hard, i was hard all time during our video chat, my d felt like i was first discovered porn. I felt very confident and felt good.

    It's a progress i guess, i am not recovered yet, i feel 30% better, i am not pied free yet, and i don't know how much it's gonna take. I also don't know if i attempt to orgasm, whether i would dive in a deeper flatline and lose my progress or not. I am scared of doing it yet.
     
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  2. Congratulations. This is progress. For me, getting hard with ED medication was a definite recovery sign. Keep going, it will get better and better.
     
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  3. Deleted User

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    Thanks bro, i was cooking breakfast with a boner this morning, something like this happened last time i was a teenager. Also old me would have fapped that boner to take it down. I will never touch myself again. I just embraced it. I thought i was beyond repair bro, the state i was in before would make anyone lose hope of recovery. I know i am being emotional, i hope this helps other people and not make them lose hope.



    Important: i am doing kegel stretching daily since 3 weeks, they really help and i noticed less pelvic spasms which means i was tight and that also is contributing to my ed. Now it's a little better and i notice a faster erection response time.
     
  4. You are right.
    I remember when I was recovered back in 2017, first recovery sign was the effectiveness of ED drugs. At first they only caused headache, later they became more and more effective and so I could have sex. Later on, I didn't need them at all. Many people disagree with this, but I think ED meds can be very useful in the fight against PIED.

    now that you saw results of your work, you should get more resilient against pmoing. Get addicted to improving yourself even more!
     
  5. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    I feel like getting hard with Ed drugs is my first sign the reboot is finally working a little too. I had sex twice with them then didn’t need them the following 2 times. I’m still in the flatline tho after a bunch of orgasms which sucks. How long did it take u wecandothisagain to cure pied?
     
  6. I think it took some months, 4 or 5, but everyone is different. Overall, 18 months for ED drugs to be effective again and 22 months to throw them away. I was recovered then, but then started moing and now I have PIED again.
     
  7. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    Moing with porn??
     
  8. Deleted User

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    How much orgasms put you back in flatline?
     
  9. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    Usually like 1 lol but last week I was able to have sex two nights in a row and had like 5-6 orgasms
     
  10. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    @wecandothisagain did MO alone make u have pied again? Sorry to bother u bro
     
  11. Sometimes I used porn but mostly without.
     
  12. Deleted User

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    Viagra didn't work yesterday, only if i stimulated myself manually.
     
  13. Did you orgasm during the last days? The process is non linear, don't give up.
     
  14. Deleted User

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    I haven't, but i tested my erection almost each night. also without viagra, i am able to have an erection only when laying on bed. If i stand up, it starts going down.
    Also during the morning and afternoon, sometimes i feel a bit horny, i can easily get an erection then. At night, i have no libido.
     
  15. Deleted User

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    Yesterday i had a wetdream, i feel it didn't affect, this morning i tested my self, i feel very sensitive and i could maintain a good satisfying erection standing up.

    Whether my case is pssd or pied, i certainly believe it could be pied, because i was edging for hours for the first time in my life before suffering impotence, i read that edging could help men last longer, and i said why not, i took it as a motivation for me yo watch more porn and edged for hours.

    After 6 months, i still feel bad days where i would be losing hope again, but i feel that my good days are longer and longer each time. I could say i am 40~50% recovered, i still suffer from evening and nighttime low libido and low energy, coupled with unresponsive penis, i don't know what's causing that...
     
  16. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    U should try meditating, it helps
     
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  17. Squirtle

    Squirtle Member

    I’m almost at 2 years of rebooting so I thought it would be fine
     
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  18. Deleted User

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    Are you clean for 2 years?
    I am 7 months now and i notice lately i developed premature ejaculation, did you face this issue?
     
  19. Deleted User

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    you're day 0 now, i am sure that orgasm felt heavenly haha. i am on hard mode by the way, and each time i get a boner, even the cold air feels good around my unit. if i let go, i believe i would orgasm in a few seconds... does this go away after the first orgasm or should i expect several orgasms to go back to normal?
     
  20. Deleted User

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    I use a porn blocker on my phone, and several times it has saved me from looking at porn
     

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