Yesterday on day 50 of no PMO I had intense cravings and insane urges for porn. Due to intense urges some semen leaked from penis. Is this normal or should I be concerned about this. Whenever I have intense urges the same things happens. Is the parasympathetic nerve weak?
Think I might have had this on my longer streaks every now and then. Don’t think you should worry about it, unless it keeps on happening for a longer period of time.
Did you masturbate without orgasm? If yes, it's very normal as your body gets the sperm "ready" for orgasm, and then it will likely be released one way or the other. If this is what happened to you, you should try avoiding it. Edging (masturbation without orgasm) is just as bad, if not worst than actual orgasm. If you didn't masturbate, but the arousal was really high, you may also got that sperm "ready to be released" and it was! If this was the case, I don't think it's really all that bad and it won't kill your progress. People rebooting will always have urges to masturbate. If you manage to control those urges, there's not a lot that you can do to stop the physical reaction of your body producing semen and having to release it with some leakage. If it's not happening all the time, I don't see it as a bad thing either. It means your sexual system works. I've been on the opposite side since I started my reboot 50 days ago. Almost no libido, minimal erections, let alone any sign of sperm being produced as a response to looking at any good looking women I see in real life. Its very frightening actually, as I would love to have any sign that my brain is actually rewiring to normal stuff. But so far it doesn't respond to anything that would be considered as "sexually healthy".
