seeking out transgender sex workers

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by lost12, Feb 16, 2018.

  1. lost12

    lost12 New Member

    I made the mistake of driving around a part of the city where I knew there were transgender prostitutes... and I paid for some oral sex... Now I feel terrible.
    I first started watching a lot of straight porn. I had been doing this for about a decade largley in a compulsive way, as a way to escape. Then, a few months ago, I starting watching trans porn ( only trans women performing oral sex on men. ) Then I discovered back page and started paying natural women for sex. Then I started playing with the idea of receiving oral from a tranny.
    I credit this with the need to have increasingly crazier and crazier stimulation in order to escape my chaotic and miserable life , a life that I can't seem to make work.
    Please tell me someone else has stumbled this low, and then came back...
     
    Last edited: Feb 16, 2018
  2. lost12

    lost12 New Member

    I really need help guys. My whole life is at rock bottom. KInd words would be appreciated.
     
  3. Living

    Living Well-Known Member

    I can't say I have any experience with this, but when it comes to fucking up my life and making wrong decisions I have done so many times. And so have a lot of other people here and elsewhere. You made a step you now regret. You can't do anything about that. All you can work on is not making that mistake again. That takes insight, effort and time. I believe that with the right mindset everybody (which includes you) can do that. It takes time and you might fuck up every now and then, but making permanent improvements to your life is far from impossible. If you need any help: just ask:)
     
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  4. lost12

    lost12 New Member

    Thanks so much for the response. Have you ever heard of this happening to anyone else?
     
  5. jack91

    jack91 Find your way throuh Staff Member

    Use "search" button and type tran prostitute, you find a lot of soulmates. You are not alone, in fact couple pages back there was guy just like you. Escalating to transexual prostitutes is quite common and in comparison pretty normal stuff. Not to worry!
     
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  6. Living

    Living Well-Known Member

    You are defenitly not alone. Although I have just recently rejoined this forum I have seen more than a handful of guys that had pretty much the same problem in the past. In fact, TheUnderdog (who created this forum) has struggled with that himself. Like jack91 said: there are a lot of topics here that deal with the issue. Good luck on your journey!
     
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  7. lost12

    lost12 New Member

    Thanks. I look forward to hearing from some of these people.
     
  8. lost12

    lost12 New Member

    Has anyone had the experience of seeking out the content of their pornography ( specifically transgender ) in real life, and still found that they were able to return to confident heterosexuality?
     
    Last edited: Feb 16, 2018

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