This is my first time on a site like this. I have a porn addiction aswell as a ‘catfishing’ problem. I have been using porn/cam sites and catfishing since I was around 17. I then met my girlfriend when I was 20 and life was good for a year or 2 until I caved and went back to using porn and speaking to other girls online under false pretences. My girlfriend found out and forgave me. I attended sex therapy counselling and believed I was ‘cured’ but we split up around a year later as I had been looking at girls online again. 2 years later we got back together and I was adamant I would change. However I fell into the cycle yet again but repeatedly denied I was doing anything to my partner. I have an issue with compulsively lying and I would regularly tell her that I wasn’t using porn or cam sites as I thought the truth would hurt her too much and I’d lose her as a result. We decided to move in together after being in a relationship for 10 years (on&off) and after 7 weeks she found out that I had been using porn/cam sites again and now I feel that the trust is so broken that there is no going back. I love her so much and don’t understand why I’m like this. I am trying to get counselling again and I hope I commit to it and it really helps this time.