updated 24/07/16 post below I dont want to make this a long post because i have no desire to go into details, mechanics and things like this, ill give you cliffs of my story. [x] PMO since 13 [x] Developed problematic fetishes @ age 24 [x] OCD @ age 25 [x] Fapped alot [x] Multiple Failed nofap attempts, longest streaks being 10-14 days [x] Studied neuroscience, behavioral biology etc [x] Hated the addiction & considered suicide [x] Started meditating alot @ 27 [x] Won? Only thing that seemed to be countering the addiction was meditation, i had practised the most basic meditation on breath, casually for a couple years since age of 24, and i decided to cultivate this as last resort because my every other attempt to modify behavior fell short. I started to study Theravada Buddhist view on addiction, and adapted their meditation techniques, it was making sense to me. It took alot of study time, meditation, patience and determination but i conquered by learning first hand and objectifying my views. Sexuality as a physical addiction has velocity to it, so im still not fully at peace, there are dreams, daydreams, wet dreams, urges, there is still sexuality and sexuality is problematic, but its all residual and i am dealing with it. Its a long tactical battle against one's own conditioning.