Hi, I am new to the forum. Longest streak is a 100 days but I feel I have some unique challenges that make this really hard. The two main ones are my body odour which has become smoke-like, even when I don’t relapse for a month, the smell has seeped into my clothes and belongings, and other is a feeling of being posessed by unwanted sensations in my body which has resulted in me being on financial support from the government. I will post about both of these on the forum today. This post is about the body odour. People cough around me a lot. This can make it socially awkard to go out and read in a public place, ot just go out for a different atmosphere when the posession feelings start. I can relate to what someone said in a YBOP, this fetor is like an infestation I can’t get rid of. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks in advance.
Hang out with other smelly people. Volunteer to help the homeless or something. Or old people who can't smell.
So it's difficult not to masturbate because you smell like smoke and are possessed by the demons of welfare? Would frequent showering a finding a job take care of things?