Dear reader. Thank you for reading this, One month ago i relapsed to P after more then 2 years of no PM. It was a very weird experience and i will never ever do it again. Weird thing was, i couldn't get an good solid erection while watching these couple of videos... While i could get an solid erection while having sex During these 2 years of no porn and no masturbation i started with no PMO for three months, after that i started and continued to have orgasms (during sex alone, didnt M once during these 2 years) however, i could get it up for my girlfriend after al this time but could still not achieve an solid erection to touch alone.... Also my libido during these years was zero to none. Question is, i started a new reboot, i am now 30 days PMO free, continued having sex during these 30 days but this time without orgasm. Try to keep fantasy to a minimum. Is it possible to heal while having sex? erections are 90% again at the moment. libido is still non existent.. I hope someone can give me some good advice on my subject. If there are any questions please ask, Thanks in advance, i am willing to do everything it takes to heal completely and can archive erections to touch alone. p.s. i am an healthy male and work out at least 4 times a week.