Hi all, So I have struggled this for 5 or 6 years. This is my third thread on here, having first posted on here when I was 20 and then 23. Now I am almost 26 and I have the same problems I did before. There was a year of my life when I was 24 when I thought I had really solved this problem and barely PMOed at all, but for some reason I am now stuck in a never-ending cycle of masturbating and pleasuring myself on roulette chat webcams. This is despite having an amazing and loving boyfriend. I know I'm a terrible person for doing this but I just can't stop. I've completely lost the will to change my pattern of behaviour. So now, I am setting up my third thread on here to re-boot myself, to re-energise, and to finally re-gain the will to beat this thing and live a life free from porn, free from addiction, and freedom from my darkest desires. Let's do this thing!