Redemption from hell

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by sesshomaruinuyasha, May 11, 2013.

  1. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    Thanks for taking the time to write that much , but you didn't answer my question. i 100 % trust the reboot process and know what exactly what comes and in what time period. the only think that i don't know ( and don't even bother because i do not think an answer exists ) is what do i do with these girls that everyone tells me to rewire with them.
    What can i do in that awesome night that you are talking about ?
     
  2. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 9. Ok morning wood , ok erections through the day if i touch my penis or smth like that. (involuntarily touching , got to add
    PS : ok means about 70 -80 % erection quality.
     
  3. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 10. Good morning erections. I started lifting again after an unwilingly 1 month break. Feeling like I'M in heaven. LOL at one of "my girls" texting me on facebook what's up. I had a little conversation with her. Judging by all the kisses she definitely wants the mushroom tip. Frustrating that i have so much more to go.
     
  4. TheNewBorn

    TheNewBorn Guest

    Good progress mate! 10 days is already a milestone.

    Concerning the rewire, i thought about this: i believe that the intensive use of porn made a lot of us looking at girls as only "holes" to fuck, while with most girls there is much more to do. In a relationship sex is very important, i am not saying it is not, but when it comes to built a connection, the most important thing is to spend time with your girl: Specifically you can bring her to dinner, or cook for her, or try something new that you wanted to do(rockclimbing, canoe, bungee jumping, would me my choices). You can go to movies, museums, conferences, to the beach(bring her swimming).. If you still don't have enough then there is hiking, running and sports activities in general.

    In your specific case, we can assume you told her no orgasms for 3 months, so evertime you guys go out you should keep in mind, no sex tonight, and that's the way your brain see women in a different light :)

    Finally, things may get sexual, but how can you keep a girl without having sex? Cunningulus can be a key word in this sense. If you practice it right you make the girl orgasm very intensely. Now, do you still believe that, in the case i just described(you are dating, you give her orgasms), you will be pushed away? I would at least wait to see how sex is if i were her. Do not overdue the sexual part, though, it should be more of a taste for what is to come, to make her more willing to wait.

    The other option is of course complete the reboot(80 days to go :) ) And then do the same, adding sex to the equation.. That's all i have to say, hope this can help you..
     
  5. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    LOL I didn't tell her anything. All the things mentioned are valid when you have a goddamn relationship. dude , how can you stay with a girl and only lick her ? i would feel so ashamed i would throw myself in front of the bus.
     
  6. TheNewBorn

    TheNewBorn Guest

    Well, i don't know. I am offering possible solutions here, you decide if they are valid.. Licking should be a part of the full sexual act, not the only thing you do, you are right.. It was a possible way to solve your problems

    If you are not in a relationship you can date and do the same stuffs, while waiting for the reboot to be finished. I don't think that just waiting will do any better..
     
  7. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    If you have full ED dating girls really is out of the question until you have done a good reboot. If you have done a good reboot then i would rely on licking pussy to put off sex for the first few times until your comfortable/anxiety/mental barrier is gone.

    Girls do want to be fucked well though unless your a master of licking pussy and they actually really enjoy oral, some girls dont like it and prefer penetration.

    I personally dont mind giving oral but after the first few times and you still are not getting hard its a little weird and almost a submissive act and not very masculine.

    I personally wouldn't want to get into a relationship without having sex first.
     
  8. TheNewBorn

    TheNewBorn Guest

    That is true.. My idea was doing the tongue part just once or maybe twice during the dating period, not constantly of course...

    The best solution, i guess, is to wait until you rebooted and then hope the girls are still interested in you...
    I was only trying to consider alternatives, as you asked for them..
     
  9. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    Thanks for replies , guys. Kinda what gameover said. Yeah , i wanted solutions but so far , sorry , nothing fits the bill. Actually i'm 100 % convinced that i could get very hard for sex AND WITHOUT stimuation , just by arousal BUT IT 'S NOT 100 % READY. i have a loong road of improving to be a normal man , sexually wise. Besides , all orgasms would just slow me down , through me in flatline etc. Ask gabe if you want to.
     
  10. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    Sorry baby , we had sex last night but i am 70 years old and need to wait a fuckin week until we're doing it again. LOL. Imagine if you lasted 1 minute and that was it. Baby , that was it for this week. A minute of pleasure or even less Lol.
     
  11. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 11. I had some CRAZY morning wood today , and after that dick just didn't want to stay flaccid . All day it was a little erect.
     
  12. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 12. Funny how this process is. The crazy erections from yesterday were long gone this morning. Still , it was some ok wood and if i started to think about some sex , licking , kissing , fucking i would get very hard . I always have precum on my penis after i do this, or in the moments because i feel my pants getting a little bit wet, and after that i am checking. I am really thinking if this is normal , or should it go away. Guess we'll see.
    I am half asleep because it's 3 AM and i have a lot of work to do tomorrow morning so i'll be quick : went to the bank , the manager hit on me , gave me her business card , told me to call her if i have any issues , asked me if i am a trainer , where do i train. LOL it was so obvious. Tomorrow i'll go back to sign again those papers, i really look forward to meet her even though just for some few minutes. I am writing this from my pc , i showed a bodybuilding pic to one of my friends so he gave ne the browser , and still 3 hours left i didn't delete it. The urges are small and pathetic LOL. I also checked posts on strongerdong.com , kind of a sister site to goodlookingloser regarding fingering LOL .The urges couldn't do anything. I guess i am returning to my old self. It doesn't matter, i will still delete my browser ASAP after i am posting this. See you on the mobile :))
     
  13. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 13. Almost two weeks. how cool is that ?!
    OK wood , nothing else. LOL The bank manager wasn't there today but she left all my papers to her colleague. I was told that she will call me tomorrow to give me the account details. I guess after that i'll hit her up on facebook and keep in her in the friendzone for 5 more months :))
     
  14. IronGlider

    IronGlider New Member

    Awesome progress dude, i my exp. the first two weeks have definitely been the toughest to face, well done!
     
  15. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 14. Yep , 2 weeks. I had desktop internet for some time today and it pissed me off that i had a lot of urges. But i pulled through and got to the end of the day victorious. Deleted the internet too.
     
  16. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 15. Thanks , when i get access to desktop internet i am definitely doing this. No morning wood , shit day at this new gym that i am. i have one client but i'm only paid per client so , no new clients , no money. And at the beginning i'm such a shy guy to interact with people. ALSO I'm fuckin sick of this piece of shit neirbourghood ! It's like i'm living in fuckin bronx.
     
  17. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 16 . Far better day. Realized that if i do like these motherfuckers ( my new colleagues ) i 'll live an awésome life. i just need to find these bloody clients. Very little wood. i guess i'm entering a flatline. it's good that it is so early.
     
  18. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 17. The days are just flying by. Good morning wood. Hmm the receptioner at my new gym is just my type : brunette and curvy. i so fantasizé about fuckin her sensless lol. too bad that she has short hair that's a fuckin turn off. Maybe she'll grow it out and in 6 months we'll both be ready LOL.
     
  19. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 18. Getting cloder and closer. Ok morning wood , did some more reverse kegels . Seems as the urinating issue will be resolved soon.
     
  20. sesshomaruinuyasha

    sesshomaruinuyasha Destroy the drug and get your life back !

    End of day 19. I am horny as hell for REAL women and got erections when i saw a couple kiss and when i saw a cougar's boobs.
     

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