Rebooting in a relationship

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by Thisworld, Sep 20, 2019.

  1. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    DAY 86

    That mess didn't damaged things... i'm now at five days out of the flatline, let's see how much it last
     
  2. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    DAY 120

    Apparently orgasm from sex doens't give me hangovers anymore, but MO does it.
     
  3. Deleted User

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    Hey man, been a while since you posted here. How are things for you these days?
     
  4. R3balance

    R3balance Active Member

    Thisworld where you at with things! And did you ever give karezza a serious try with your partner?
     
  5. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    Yesterday i had sex no problem.
    I still struggle sometimes with alternating between PE and DE. Should i ditch MO? Idk..
     
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  6. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    Tbh no ahah. I forgot about karezza, now i ejaculate normally. In this last year i was usually ejaculating from masturbation once every 4-5 days, recently i started being costant sexually active again so now let's see
     
  7. R3balance

    R3balance Active Member

    haha I don’t think I can do karezza seems really challenging

    That’s good Hope it goes well for you!!
     
  8. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    Wow.... looks like i have started relapsing. No MO, just peeking but damn i don't like this. I was courius to see what kind of effect vanilla porn wuold have had on me, well i become very sensitive. Just a gif of missionary penetration is enough to pop an erection, but the second and third time i did it i was already less sensitive.. coolidge effect and need of novelty maybe?
     
  9. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    Well anyway since today i decided to go 90 days.
    For me is not even about addicton itself but more about the fact that i want to "check". For example today i was upset to the fact that i needed novelty and wasn't anymore so sensitive that i peaked again... well that's not clever to do lol
     
  10. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    I have read some erotica today.Wtf...lol
    Resetting to day1

    Btw guys do you think is bad as porn?
     
  11. Krebs

    Krebs Active Member

    In my opinion, erotica usually is better than porn, but there is a fine line between these two. Personally, I have to abstain from erotica as well as porn, cause these two are so linked in my mind, that consuming erotica leads to PM. I bet it is common thread between addicts. It seems like watching lingerie pics. Those are not "bad" itself, but such watching can lead to PMO.
     
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  12. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    7 days done.

    Fuck..90 will take a lot.
    I think i will use this journal even for others shit related to my life, maybe some of you guys will be able to give me some motivation.

    I'm tired
    I don't have a job
    I suffer from hard flaccid syndrome
    And i can't move my ass from the sofa, cuz i'm fucking depressed because of all the above

    I have a lot of shit to do for put my life togheter. Especially on the workouts departement. I want to do it everyday.
    Now it's pretty much more than 2 years that i'm in this hell.
    I have to fix my life and i have to do it alone
    Wuold you bet on me?
     
  13. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    15 days.

    Workouts are going good
     
  14. Krebs

    Krebs Active Member

    Good. Keep going.
     
  15. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    Relapsed right before reaching one month.
    16 nov. Resetting
     
  16. Thisworld

    Thisworld Member

    I think to have ocd.
    25 Nov resetting
     

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