Rebooting - I want to feel proud about myself

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by CleanHands, Jan 7, 2013.

  1. CleanHands

    CleanHands Guest

    So this is my journey.


    Since 11th of June 9 PM:

    O orgasms
    0 M sessions
    0 P sessions
     
  2. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    LOL love the title. Keep it.
     
  3. unscarred

    unscarred Guest

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    lmao @ subject, good luck with your reboot.
     
  4. K.G215

    K.G215 New Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Good luck bro , love the topic name. i think you need some humor in this rough journey.
     
  5. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    While I did install K9 when I started this reboot, I haven't had to rely on it at all. If I have decided to stay away from bad websites, then I will. It's all about determination and the decision not to go back there. If you don't need them, then by all means don't use them. And, like The Wrestler says - if you really want to find a way around filters, you will.

    And it sounds like anxiety to me. You don't want to face the world and would rather hide at home. I have done the same, and I still get those thoughts. The difference today is that I try not to back off.
     
  6. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Try it, I say. FWIW, your instinct will be to count though from experience, the tendency is to stop counting when things are going smoothly at a time when you've reached a high number.
     
  7. K.G215

    K.G215 New Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    i agree , tried couple of times to install K9 and what not failed big time.
    now i'm doing great without it,its starts with your willpower and mind, blockers will not help longterm IMO.
     
  8. Laurynas

    Laurynas 300 Days+ Experienced.

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Found the closet to Narnia yet?

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  9. Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    I've only tried blockers once and they suck. You will eventually unblock them. What you have to do is overcome this without hiding from reality (porn blockers). Because in the future you won't always be able to rely on them.

    As for the sabotage issue, I've experienced it myself. It's not very often, but it normally occurs when you have been binging for prolongued times, that's when your life seems completely miserable. So, if you relapse, just try to keep it to one short PMO session and without any other rituals, just don't deplete yourself everytime, as from my own experience it's exhausting and depressing in all senses.
     
  10. Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    I hope you're doing well. The first two weeks are always hard and full of confusion, but you will eventually feel better.
     
  11. Chammorrow

    Chammorrow Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Cleanhands 2.0 in the building.
     
  12. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Grey areas. Sometimes they're as hard or even harder than phasing out porn itself.
     
  13. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    LMFAO love that pic
     
  14. ModusVivendi

    ModusVivendi New Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    I'll go out and say it right now: fliters and porn-blockers are for the weak-minded.
     
  15. ModusVivendi

    ModusVivendi New Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    But... how come you just PMO'd 5 hours ago? :-[
     
  16. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Theyre for accidental triggers and lapses in judgement. Even involuntary abstinence is abstinence.

    The PMO was to a lingerie pics and not hardcore porn. Progress is progress is progress.

    CleanHands is a person that needs baby steps, not a bad thing.
     
  17. ace1234

    ace1234 A woman simply is, but a man must become.

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Yeah I think random sex is like a gray area for me. The next day I had a chaser and masturbated to a nude pic. Overall though the amount of stimulation that I've had has been reduced significantly. I want to minimize fantasy as much as possible in order to not stoke my own fire. Once it's lit it sure takes a lot to put it out.
     
  18. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    That's a double-edged sword, friend. A good relationship makes everything better, but indeed, a bad one makes everything in life so much worse.

    Idk I think I would take the wizard powers over pussy to be honest but I struck out on that opportunity a long time ago so good luck to you.

    But on the serious side, happiness is way more than just being with someone or having sex (random sex is never ever fun in the morning). Like I said though, as long as everything else in life is pretty good, then getting a good woman makes that stuff better.

    Go for what makes you happy.
     
  19. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    LMFAO. Well now, no one said I couldn't use a good old fashioned sword and shield.
     
  20. Oilers92

    Oilers92 Guest

    Re: My journey to Narnia ( and how one does not simply masturbate into Mordor)

    Best journal title EVER lol
     

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