Hi, I am 43 years old and I have had porn induced ED since May 2012. From 2004 to 2012 I was a steady porn user. I quit cold turkey summer of 2012 only to relapse Dec. 2012. I have not looked at a video or masturbated to porn since Feb 2013. I have periods when I feel like myself and then it just vanishes. I go weeks to a month with out masturbation and my urges return. I wake up with morning erections. I even get hard kissing or holding hands with a girl just like the old days! I start to masturbate again thinking about normal women I know that I find attractive or have casually dated. Not wanting things to get to far in real life. I think I have turned the corner and I am over this only to have the problem return. I have now been dating this wonderful woman and she has made it known to me that when I return from the trip I'm on she wants to take it to the next level. While I have been away she has been texting me very provocatively all things she wants to do to me when we see each other. We have even masturbated together over the phone a couple of times. I thought I was back! But now it feels like my libido has left me again. I do get a erection when I am a sleep at some point in my sleep cycle. It wakes me up! But the last 2 days I have not had a erection when I have woken up. I'm very concerned. I really like this girl and don't want to lose her! Thank you for all your help!