Hi everyone. I'm 22 years old at the moment - I've been a porn junkie since I first started watching it in my early teen years. Binged heavily up until age 18 or so, and was aware that it was a problem since at least age 16. After starting college, I drastically toned down the porn-watching, though I tended to binge going home on breaks. Things have been steadily improving over the last few years - I've started meditating which I feel helps me develop a more positive relationship with my mind. Just recently relapsed a few times after a full year of no viewing porn (and 280 days of not masturbating). I haven't slipped in to a binge, but have felt discouraged by relapsing. I've liked some of the posts I've seen here - particularly those about the "porn is not an option" mindset. Today, after a relapse, I felt motivated to read more about porn addiction, which eventually brought me here. I'm signing up and starting a journal. Day one. Feeling hopeful. Feeling determined to continue to improve and develop a completely pornless sexuality.