Porn-Free May 2018

Damn, time is flying. Let's make it our ally and stay clean and heal!

 

I am in.
1st attempt failed after 46 days.
Got cocky, stopped visiting support forums and then slipped.
And it has been pretty bad since then.
I hope to not repeat my mistakes-time to go for the full 90 day reboot!
Day 1.

 

Pretty happy where things are, I think this thread is good for keeping things in check, in.

 

I'm on. April was a mixed bag. I am resolute!

I am being more aware of my sleeping pattern, my drinking, and socialising more.

 

Can I join in? Have been sober in the long-run, but could do with the extra accountability as I have been going through a challenging time with cravings of late.

 

IN

 

In.

 

Nearly lost it. Looking through a dating site. I shouldn't do this so frequently in the evenings. An hour each week is enough time to spend on it.

 

Alright, a day late and some dopamine receptors short. I didn't watch any porn or nut yesterday, but it wasn't a stunning success......ah I'll do an extra day in june.
Let the healing begin.

 

I feel ya, it must be the stress associated with meeting people in real life and seeing hot chicks at the same time, relapsing is such an obvious way out.

Is good old fashion real life hooking up obsolete nowadays?

 

I just came back from a mediocre first date. It wasn't stressful. That's the problem! I'm not pushing hard enough...

I don't know how to do an old fashioned hookup. Fuck, I don't know how to do an internet one.

 

Haha props bro, stop letting the negatives get to you it's just a skill, you level up a bit with this date and the more you date the better you get, not rocket science.

I haven't done online dating so can't comment it, but in real life I just hit random chicks (bus, street, etc) and shotgun it, out of 10 usually get at least 3-4 numbers.
Women decide if they're want you in the first 2min anyway, the signs are easy to tell as we're just animals mate.

 

Well I PMO'd.

 

Out.

 

No, I say you're still in!

I had a bad day too. Also ate lots of chocolate.

Next week... total discipline. I also have a date planned.

 

I'm still in the game. I was woken up by cravings in the early hours of the morning and had this horrific dream where I had relapsed and my mind was trying to persuade me to relapse. Just sharing to bring that to the light and keep my sense of accountability fresh. Thanks all

 

Going good

 

Checking in.
Going Good!

 

Good start to the week. Lots planned. Social stuff, work stuff, and more important stuff. Stuff that brings it all together.