45 years old and something has to change. This thought started tonight as making the kids dinner seems like an impossibility. The wife is tired all the time but that was always par for the course. I want energy! I want passion! I have had two brain tumors with chemo and radiation that have fvcked my brain up. It wasn’t that long ago that I was not such an embarrassment to myself. Lord, keep me on the narrow path and show me who I am!