Ok. Been recovering since 2016 when i joined. Every time i make changes to habits, sites, images i save, methods I used, fetishes I seem to involuntarily get new ones. That is how creative the WWW is, and me. Threw away my previous porn collection, obviously built up a better and more advanced new one over time. That I deleted last week. My new channel is chat rooms. No more images, just chatting. That is also no better either since I'm edging the whole day. How i feel: exhausted, dizzy, headaches. I honestly feel sick. Not mentally, OK yes that too. but I cant pinpoint it, its a tired sick somethings wrong chemically inside me feeling. My cock is a s limp as a tropical plant in a desert thats been without water for a month. Erections are few and far between. If you call them erections. they come and go quickly. Had sex the first time this year with my wife and that was over in 5 sec with a limp dick. Porn sites don't have what it takes to interest me anymore, i need really good stuff, stuff that feeds my fetish and desires. Cheers until later.