So today had a different flavor to it. For the past 9 days I really haven't had any desire for any porn or to masturbate and that still holds true for porn. But for the entire morning and then again on the ride home this afternoon (and right now) I have felt a strengthening desire, well not to masturbate and I wouldn't say horny exactly but definitely a heighten level of energy that has a sexual component (how is all that for clarity). I will say that at first I assumed it was a desire to masturbate but I realized that I was tending to associate this feeling with the feeling to masturbate and right now, that doesn't seem at all clear to me that that is true. I also noticed that I was feeling very extroverted, jovial and confident with co-workers. And I thought - you know, you might just be feeling good. And you know, feeling good might just include the feeling you usually have when you are intimate with someone. So I take it as a sign of progress. More synaptical re-routing at work. If I don't reaffirm the PMO pathways through PMO then this synaptical re-routing can take place. I said this again but I feel very much like I'm approaching uncharted territories and I really have no sense as to what to expect.