Day 2: okay well still having mood swings, talked to my girl. I get triggered way more easily by her avoidance and my emotional reactions are way overblown to the iciness that this girl needs to be handled with. No excuses I step up to the challenge. Had a positive turned angry phone convo. I'm just going to chill out right now, it's not about trying to control her. It's about getting a grip of myself...the answers will follow from there.