Hi YBR, Day 1: I've decided to make a real go at quitting porn forever. I've tried a few times over the last 15-20 years, but always on my own, and without any of the resources that are available now. I wouldn't say I'm an addict, but looking at and masturbating to porn has certainly become a daily habit/ritual, especially over the last ten years or so with smart phones coming into my life. Before that, however, I would seek out porn whenever I had access to a private computer or cable hookup, and porn has been in my life in some way for almost 30 years. My impetus for quitting for good now is realizing that I have felt a low-lying depression sadness ever since my teens, and I suspect it is at least partially linked to my relationship with porn. In the end, it just feels like the right time to do this. My short-term goal is to make it to the end of Good Friday 2022 P free, which will be 90 days. There's no religious connection for me, it's just that Good Friday happens to be 90 days from today, and therefore an easy milestone marker. I'm not particularly against M, but I am also challenging myself to be M free until the end of Valentine's Day 2022, which is conveniently 30 days from today. I think the M portion will be the hardest, at least at the beginning. It's certainly been hard today, but I think I can get through the rest. Thanks; looking forward to connecting and working through this together!