Odyssey of a 20 yr old.( Regular update)daywise journey

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by Mickeymouse, Feb 12, 2018.

  1. Mickeymouse

    Mickeymouse Active Member

    Day 5

    I have an exam today. Previously I could have masturbated and still go for classes or any exams. Now I can't even think of that. Huge stress coming all my way. Once the sleep issue gets sorted 40-50 % of the problem is sorted. I don't know how long shall it take. But I cannot doubt the mercy of Allah .Indeed with hardship is ease .


    Ameen.
     
  2. Professor Chaos

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    Good luck with your exams. Be kind to yourself. You’re going to be OK.

    PC
     
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  3. Mickeymouse

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    Thank you!

    How are you doing with your reboot?
     
  4. Professor Chaos

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    I’m doing well. Coming up to a month. Been some bumps emotionally but no really hard challenges. I am lucky that I have a loving wife who supports me.

    How are you going?

    PC
     
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  5. Mickeymouse

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    I am really having a hard time. I have a streak of almost 62 days now being regular to morning walks and completing the daily target of 8000 steps. Now that I have exams it is becoming very tedious to manage both. I will have to put an end to walks till my exams and Ramadan gets finished. In Ramadan I am required to fast my sleep routine is already messed up now I wonder how shall I manage keeping fasts in the holy month with so less sleep. But I still believe Allah shall be helping me out in this hour of need.
     
  6. Mickeymouse

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    Is your wife aware of your PIED?
     
  7. Mickeymouse

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    Day 8

    I have an exam tommorow a whole lot of pressure. It shall be my last semester I cannot afford to have a backlog in any one of subs. Need to complete a lot of syllabus today.
     
  8. Professor Chaos

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    Well, when you’re married you are very aware of each other :) . I don’t really struggle with PIED, But what doing a reboot does help with is focusing on your other senses like touch and smell. P is very visual and leaves out a lot of the intimacy of human touch. Certainly before I met my wife and started my original reboot, I had great difficulty finishing.

    Good luck with your exams. You got this.

    PC
     
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  9. Mickeymouse

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    Day 10

    It was a difficult day .I was restless in the later part of the day thinking about my job and stuff how shall I be able to handle 9 hours of shift at job after I complete my education. Feeling a bit sad and regret what have I made of myself. They after tommorow again an exam. I also just read that the job offer that I have does not provide very great promotion opportunities so a bit concerned in that thing too. But anyways priority still is being healthy and have a good sleep.
     
  10. Mickeymouse

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    Day 12


    I haven't had an erection or morning wood in the last 2 weeks. I have an exam today.
     
  11. Professor Chaos

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    Hope your exam went well. Ramadan is coming up in the next couple of days right? Is there anything you need to be careful of while this happens?

    PC.
     
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  12. Mickeymouse

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    I cannot have good from dawn to dusk. In those 30 days I shall already be drained off due to not having food. I would be requiring more sleep. But I have sleep issues. That is the problem. Other than than it is all good. One cannot indulge in unnecesary talking with the opposite gender . One has to control his anger do charity be pious. On top of it I shall be having 2 exams during that month .
     
  13. Mickeymouse

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    Day 15

    Yesterday I was feeling quite overwhelmed with emotions. It was a difficult day. How I look makes me think a lot about myself. Questions like what did I do to myself often come to my mind atleast 100 times daily if not more. How long will I have to suffer all this is also a question that strikes my mind any random moment. Nevertheless today is 1 St day if ramzan. I just had my morning meal it's 4.40 now. I hope the day shall be easy for me. I have my exam the day after tommorow. I just slept 4 hrs hope I will get some sleep in the day.
     
  14. Mickeymouse

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    Day 16

    I had my first fast yesterday .I could manage it. I hope I can manage today's too. One peculiar thing that I have seen is during the last few months that after I pee there still comes a couple of drops after everything is over. Also After I take bath my pennis let's a couple of drops of water out. I m wondering can it be prostatitis.
     
  15. Professor Chaos

    Professor Chaos Active Member

    Hang in there dude. You are doing really well!
    If you are worried about your physical health, talk to a doctor. The internet will convince you that you have every sickness if you let it.

    PC.
     
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  16. Mickeymouse

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    What was your porn use like?

    I Mean what was the intensity of watching and how many years etc?
     
  17. Mickeymouse

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    Day 17

    3 Rd day of fasting begins. I have noticed one thing yesterday after I went for peeing and did the task and after a couple of mins when I wanted to sit on the chair I felt like something leaked of my pennis. Is this peculiar?
    Is it normal or should I get tested for prostatitis?
     
  18. Mickeymouse

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    Day 18

    Yesterday was very consuming. I wrote my exam felt a lot of fatigue while writing the exam. I was awake since morning 3.45 am. Despite of knowing the answers I felt like not writing. Things became terrible today too. While fasting one has to control his Anger and I lost my cool. once the ED thing and sleep are sorted everything shall be sorted.
     
  19. Mickeymouse

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    Day 21

    It just started. I just had my morning meal before the fast. Could not sleep well last night woke up every 2 hrs. Despite of taking clonazepam 0.5 mg. Its my last exam today. No sign of morning erection except for a day in between which I don't remember when I had. One more thing after coming from evening walks the size of pennis gets to very small. Also the shaft has become very hard . Anyways I have to put my faith in the almighty I have no other option.


    Ameen
     
  20. Professor Chaos

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    Hey mate.

    Great work on getting to 21 days. Also while doing it on a fast. If you are worried about your body, see a doctor. He will let you know if everything is OK and if you should be worried. I’m sure you’ll be alright, but science AND faith a good combo. Good luck with your studies.

    PC
     
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