Day 18 I was watching a YouTube video and I realised that the creator often puts his creation into this situations which bring the creation closer to him. I feel that the last 10 months I have remembered the creator so much that I did not in the last 20 yrs. I m glad that i realised that i was on I was living a sinful life( not thatvi dont son now, but comparitively less). I knowagain I shall be very stupid and be here complaining but that is also a part of me. May the almighty listen to my prayers and put me in a better situation Ameen!