My current situation 1.Severe brain fog, seeing things is like a layer of fog, the brain and the outside world can't get real interaction 2.Loss of language ability, speech does not pass through the brain 3.I have no energy and lethargy. I really want to sleep. The back of my head is very painful, and I feel like my brain is about to squeeze out. 4.My worst situation! I don’t want to go out and talk to people, I think everyone is laughing at me I tried to commit suicide, but I have a six-year-old budgerigar. I don’t want to leave him alone in this world. He is old and I have to take care of him every day.He is my only friend I in China and had to support my parents, but gradually I couldn't work and didn't want to talk to people. I just want to watch porn, then eat and sleep.