I have unfortunately relapsed in the last couple of days. While relapsing and watching porn I measured myself. To my surprise, I was at least half an inch to inch shorter compared to my morning erection and when I have gone a month solid of NO PMO. I noticed when PMOing my penis is definitely harder yet smaller while abstaining from PMO creates a bigger and less rigid erection. Anyone notice this or is it just me?
I havent relapsed but my morning and afternoon erections while just laying down have been 90-100% rock hard compared to PMO which was 75-80%
My erections seem smaller when I DON'T pmo. Though my erections can get real solid in the morning but doesn't feel like 100% which I consider like your penis is going to explode.
4 days since last relapse. 17 to 20 days since I started this whole thing. E's are 100% and I get them all the time. Especially in bed. Also, I imagine real life vanilla scenarios and not disgusting, porn scenarios or women with "perfect" assets. I can't give a damn anymore. I'm sure that I wont watch porn EVER again. Yes, E's are much bigger.
I've personally noticed that without PMO my morning erections are harder and bigger...which was awesome, by the way. ;D
When I PMOed I have big orgasms. My penis look the same all time. Hard but not big. Without porn. After 86 days without masturbation, when I masturbate my penis look bigger.
When my body and mind start to rewire my erections are solid as anything....and that's just the random boners. Even when flaccid I notice more blood flow to the chap down there. When I get free and normal erections, the amount of blood flow is ridiculous - I can see each heart beat making my Little Richard throb. The main difference I notice is the head is fuller and I have more girth. Guess it's just like a party balloon? I would say after too much stimulation from PMO I had 'fake' erections. Almost like my brain was saying 'Here's the porn, we better get you up little guy'. I was never fully hard and the head was definitely only about 50% hard. That's where escalation occurred. Into week 6, and the primal instincts are starting to come back 8) So, yes IME normal erections are massively bigger than PMO induced ones.
