I started using porn at the age of 13 and during the next 4 years used it as my only sexual outlet. After developing an addiction I PMOd 4-5 times a day for 10 months and escalated to gay, transsexual, rape and even more extreme porn genres. After this 10 month period i was beacme unable to orgasm and get aroused by anything related to sexual stimuli. I have no idea how many days i spend on hard mode rebooting, many 3 months streaks and a 200 day hardmode period and even a whole friggin year without masturbation, pmo , relying only on nocturnal emission. I cant orgasm to porn, I cant masturbate to orgasm , I cant orgasm with a partner and even if i get an erection i dont feel nothing during sex. I have been living as an asexual for the last 5 years with no progress at all. No matter how many days I spend on hardmode rebooting I see no progress at all. Being around women and keeping social contacts with other people doesnt help me as well. Im in a better physical condition than I was ever before and exercise 4-5 times a week. I have completely forgotten what orgasms and libido feel like. With rewiring and rebooting having no effect at all , I have no idea if Im going to get better and spend the rest of my life as an asexual.