Am I out if I MO'd to touch alone? It took me 7 minutes or so. Also the next morning I woke up with a half-erection. First time in years seems to me. Go me ;D
Huuh. Well, who cares? The next day and the day after I woke up with a little wood, so I'm kind of glad I'm out.
relapsed... but feeling relieved... i had my first wet dream of my life about 3 days ago in which i was an astronaut and was seducing another female astronaut. immediately woke up after ejaculating.. was very horny for 2 days... did very irrational things.. sent friend request to unknown girls on facebook... (now i see that as stupid)... and was very attracted to a girl in gym today... was thinking of approaching her... but now that i have fapped i dont know where that urge is... i read in a webpage about approach anxiety that i need to build up my sexual energy to beat my anxiety.. i dont know what will happen now.. i wished i had lasted a few days so that i could have won.
I'm still in this guys! If I make it that would be the first full calendar month I've gone in well over a decade!
Hey, I'm out. I had everything under control, until yesterday.. had a small relapse with cocaine (2 lines), but was enough to get me out of control, and fapped in bed to sleep (no porn at least).
Ya aquiles, for those of us who have had trouble with other substances it is crucial to leave them alone in order to leave pmo behind as you already know but I know how it is. We have to be centered and stable as possible and drugs just throw us off balance enough to not stick to our goals like no pmo. It's like battling 2 demons at once and they definitely go hand in hand. Good job for no p.
Thanks a lot man. Yes, it's exactly as you said... one thing just has the power to ruin everything. Stay strong friends!!
