Hey guys, I’m 17 years old and can’t have sex. I have a girlfriend (my first) and we’ve tried to have sex a few times, but I haven’t been able to stay hard enough to either get a condom on, or to fit it in. I have been worrying that I won’t be able to perform for a while because of this, although the first time it happened I wasn’t watching porn, so I was scared it was something else. I had a terrible childhood with a lot of trauma, and am receiving therapy for my mental health issues, being ptsd, emotional dysregulation, disorganised attachment, depression and suicidal thoughts. I’m sure as you can imagine I had used porn to cope for years. There is also no doubt in my mind that my mental health issues were worsened by my porn use. I haven’t watched porn in a few days now, so I will class today as Day 1 while I keep my journal. I want to be able to restore my dick to working order. Today I also want to mention that for the first time I got a morning wood, which was at around 70%~ strength. I then edged myself to my imagination about my girlfriend, in an attempt to rewire my thoughts, although I didn’t ejaculate. Please wish me luck guys, offer tips if you have any and please hold me accountable. I want to be able to be a man.