New member in the boat

Discussion in 'Ages -19' started by N.O, Dec 31, 2022.

  1. N.O

    N.O New Member

    Hi everyone ! French man here, my writing can hurt the eyes :)

    18 years old here, like wrote in the title, I decide to fight my porn addiction who became my mistress and me his slaveand recently after 5 years of addiction I realize all the bad she did to me, even push me to try suicide attempt, two times.

    It's at this moment that i take an awarness of how far the addiction, how far pornonography bring me in my life. So I know that if I continu to kill myself with pornography, I'm gonna die.

    Started at 12, and now I can't going more faraway, I don't want that, I decide to join this community to find help and support, help in return me too and be with all the people like me, who want to be free of this addiction

    Thank you for your time and I'm really enjoy to be here with you all my weapons partners.
     
  2. Gil79

    Gil79 Seize the day

    Welcome @N.O, you made a good choice to come here and end this addiction. I am saddened by the fact that you're so young still and already struggling so much and for such a long time with this. But the good news is that you have so many years ahead of you and if you beat this, you'll be stronger than ever. I hope that you can enjoy this journey as well and lay out the life in front of you that you want to live. Stick to this forum and look for all the help you can get to overcome this addiction. It is worth the fight. Good luck on this beautiful journey!
     
  3. N.O

    N.O New Member

    Thank you very much for your message, very important for me to be here, I never talked about my addiction and it destroys my life, my sexuality, my humanity and so many things that I can’t quantify, leaves now I have become a shadow that is reduced to wanting to die, so really thank you for your confidence and your no - judgment, being listened to and helped it’s really important for me who used to cash everything without looking for help
    I give you all strength in this journey thanks to your presence and your support, we are gonna get out of this poison and I believe in all of you
     

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