So I discovered I had PIED about 5 years ago. And with some research I've managed to discorver YBOP which saved my life. I havent seen porn videos since then, sadly about 2 months ago I relapsed to some gifs, which is a huge bummer. I met this girl, and we started to make out and have sex. I still can't have a proper erection (just with bj's), that I believe was due to my relapse months ago. The girl was nice, so she understood my situation, we kept seeing each other every weekend, that lasted a month or so. Has been a month since we stopped seeing each other, and I havent thought about anything related to sex. I feel assexual in most cases. I will from now go full hardmode for the rest of my life honestly. I'm done with not having a normal life, so I will throw even MO away.