Hi all, I originally joined nofap but communication seems to be hit and miss there. I discovered this forum in hopes I could get some answers. I am 44 and have been doing PMO excessively for about 6 years. I have finally hit a place where I am done being a prisoner and already have a 4 day streak. My PMO is unique as it wasn't necessarily porn stars or other women, but my PMO involved images of my own wife. I created a different version of her for myself using her nude photos. Things escalated and I began sharing them publicly. She knows about this and actually doesn't care. Not in the sense that she has some kind of kink but she's well aware that her body is just one body in a sea of millions of bodies shown on the internet. I have overcome that portion of sharing. And now have begun trying to get my life back so I can enjoy the rest of my years with her and also, her enjoy the rest of her years with me. With no resentment or ill begotten hate that I cannot ejaculate due to DE and PIED. I guess my questions are these: 1. Has anyone gone through this unique situation? 2. During Reboot, should I abstain from sex with her? 3. It seems I have already begun flatlining in the last day or so, is this something that I should be positive about that things are seedlings of new beginnings? 4. I am not necessarily desensitized to porn but it does not arouse me - only her images. How do I avoid simple things like receiving dopamine rewards by watching her take a shower or change or whatever? This is extremely complicated as I cannot find anyone dealing with my similar dilemma. 5. The urges for PMO are not even there now. Urination has begun to be difficult - will this change? 6. What other things should I do on my road to recovery at the at of 44?