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Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by Lakaf, Feb 14, 2019.

  1. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    I am a virgin of 24 year of no girls experience and fear of girls also.
    Am doing this no fap and no porn from 2 years but falling much and i am much wasted.

    I want to increase my reputation and stop this drug and live life.
    Also after fapping i am most likely to be inside of home.

    And its been more than 1 month since i smoked and used alcohol.

    Experience after fapping -

    1. I need a lot of sleep and my eyes are sore.
    2. Energy required is more.
    3. Breathing is harder.
    4. Feeling irritated easily.
    5. Dont want to listen to anyone.

    Today is Day 1 and completed.
     
  2. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Also no anime for 1 month starts the same day!
    And no online games which will add or benefit me.
     
  3. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 2 success.
    My brain is still playing brain games with me to watch and fap.
    Also this no anime and no online game.
     
  4. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 3 success.

    To much mess in ma mind but am saying to my mind if you want to fap than dont watch porn and fap and because of which it is eliminating my though.
    You can also use this thinking and try if it might work for you.!
    But i watched anime today and i will try to watch it after a week on sunday.
     
  5. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 4 success.
    My day today was also success but i am shy and cant take descisions.
     
  6. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    fked up today again starting from day 1.
     
  7. Neilk

    Neilk Member

    What was your trigger? Find them and seek plans of attack to avoid relapse. For me everything was a trigger i had to just shut everything off and work through the urges and come back to my main reasons for wanting to get rid of this addiction , coming here was a big motivation when urges would hit it helped shut my hormones down. One day at a time.
     
  8. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    1 day success.

    Neilk dude urges was staying at home. muahahhaha.
     
  9. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 2 success.

    I Think i made my muscle good looking and attractive.

    Because of porn and masterbating i lost my confident and ego.


    This is the time to rise and i will rise.
     
  10. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 3 success.

    Am Becoming hard and calm.
     
  11. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Day 4 success And the load in my head is increasing much.
     
  12. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    5 day success.
    felt good and controlled today and am feeling to get real girls.
     
  13. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    6 Day success And Today I had a nightfall! That's weird!

    Body is becoming hot and ready to fight anyone and analyse them.
     
  14. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    7 Day Completed It's a Week done Gre@ť.
     
  15. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    8 Day success and I am feeling good but excessive porn had led me to unclear and pimple face.
     
  16. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    11 Days success.
    Today and tomorrow am going to be high.
     
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  17. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    12 day success and we were on herbs.
    And now on I will not try to take it.
     
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  18. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    13 Days Success.
    Today I was damn bored as no college and nothing to do.
    But washed my clothes and bought beans for diet to increase weight.
    From tomorrow am going to start jogging.
    Yo Green Swamp man
     
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  19. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    14 Day success.
    Am improving in playing cricket.
     
  20. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    15 Day success.
    Today I was doing great and in tone to tone to tone my voice and do what I want.
     
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