So I didn't get the job - just heard that my interview last Monday was unsuccessful. (As was the phone interview the previous week.) I feel like I failed, but I don't regard myself as a failure, if that makes sense. I'm down about it, but I'm not beating myself up or calling myself names. I think that's a result - in terms of rebooting, at least. I need some work-related training, and interview skills sessions. I'm just not that good at spinning the bullshit bingo. Still, I'm taking it in my stride: not pity party, no despair, no blame, no urges.