Hey guys I'll post my blog from reuniting on here Eventually so you can see my backstory/progress as of now I am at day 73. Still going through the highs and lows period. I initially started having a few good days here and there somewhere around day 36ish. The frequency of good days has increased without a doubt. I recently posted how great things were going,however I am having a shit day as of now. Feeling depressed;don't have that extroverted/joking feeling. To make things worse, the small stuff has been eating at me today. One of my friends who I don't rly like anymore (if you know that situation) was getting on my nerves so badly today that I literally had to leave where the group of us were hanging out. I consider myself to be a "slow healer" since I started the whole pmo thing around 12-13 and have never had successful sex or gotten hard from making out with a girl. I feel like I'll need 120+ days to be "cured". After reading ybop accounts, my day 73 is competable to some people's 21-30. Here is a list of the benefits I have seen so far in general, good days or bad: -more energy -girls are becoming less and less sexual objects and more into people -this makes interacting with them easy. Before the whole pmo thing started I was very good with girls so i want to get back to thy state -started working out -started meditating -started to read for pleasure (these 3 I could never do while pmoing) -general anxiety is disappearing, almost gone not yet. I used to wake up feeling umbelivable anxious not anymore. -less irritable - girls look much more attractive the beneits that come and go with good and bad days are: -return of natural sense of humor -sex is barely on my mind(obsessive sexual thoughts seem to make me anxious) -very extroverted -conversations flow naturally; not constantly analyzing my behavior. - interactions with woman become effortless I feel like my limbic system still has some ways to go before it's completely back to normal but it's getting there. Girls started to stop looking like sex objects,which made me nervous and awkward recently,but this comes and goes. Looking forward to the future, can't wait for the ups and downs to clear out.