Hey everybody! In 10 days i ll become 19 years and i started watching porn and masturbating when i was 14 years old!The experienced was incredible!When you see so many naked and hot women in front of your pc,while in real word you had never seen anyone,it was a god`s gift. That almost 5 years 99 to 100 times i am masturbating only through porn.I was masturbating every day for 1 time,rarely 2 times!If one day for any reason i couldn t masturbate,next day i couldn t put out of my head porn and i wanted as hell to masturbate My social anxiety is very increased and my confidence is very low and i hope this is caused due to porn addiction!Also,my experience with women is very low and i have a lot of anxiety in front of them! I discovered YBOP before 1,5 week and i decided to stop my addiction So,here my journal begins! Good luck to everybody who are in the same way to total recovery!