Thanks. I just watched a Video from Gabe Dawg were he stated that the further away we get from ourselfs, the closer we get to PMO and a relapse. This hit home to me. Thats also what I meant with to become more Aware about what gives us energy when we persue something. The Energy from within can be a kind of Compass out of what reasons we persue something. One of the personal Goals is to be more Aware to what gives me Energy and try to implement it as best as I can in my life. Of Course we have responsibilities, but I am starting with the small Things. I am getting honest to myself and others, at least in the Moments when I am aware of it. A few of my Goals when I was Young was not to have a boss, of Course Clients can be almost as demanding as a boss. To be able to plan my day and time working myself and to live in the countryside, I like nature and the outdoors, I like animals. These are a few of the Goals I had, and I am working on it. I am Looking for Things I can do Right now. This may seem stupid to others here, but an example for a small step I made a few weeks ago, is: Where I live at the Moment, I am not allowed to have animals, I am renting. Someone told me that an old rich Lady near by is Looking for someone to walk her dog ones a week for an hour and what she wants to pay for it. I have one day in the week were I already go in the afternoon to an psychologist, so I said to her if I could walk the dog this day at a specific hour I would do it. And that is what I am doing for a few weeks now, After my apointment with the psychologist, I go for an hour with her dog, sometimes I go even longer when the weather is nice because I like it, and she Pays me for it. This is something very small, but it gives me Energy, if not I would have cancelled it already, but I use this hour to think through the Things I talked with the psychologist, I am in nature, I like the dog, he makes me happier, I come in contact with other People who walk their dogs also, I even earn a Little bid of Money with it for something I would do any way, like taking a walk in nature. This is one example even it is very small.