Hi guys. I'm new to this forum but I follow the porn recovery and no fap topic for several years now. I tried to recover myself but without significant success. Max period without P and M was about 10 days. My personal life is quite sad. I'm 35 but I haven't had any relationships with girls and women including sexual ones. I started to M when I was 13-14 years old. And from that time I had been MO-ing once or twice a day with my fantasies or pics. At the age of 25 I was introduced to the broadband internet and from that time I became obsessed with P sites and my interests have become weird like TS etc. I understand that I use P and M when I'm stressed or bored, so I need to find alternative ways of stress relieve and stress management and to use my free time more wisely, so I don't endup sitting in front of my computer alone at night time. My primary goal is to avoid PMO, letting myself MO sometimes, but I understand that M should not be an option too, so I need to find someone special who will help me to fight it as well. So that's all for the first post. I think this forum is very helpfull and lets us share our thoughts and knowledge. Together we'll do the impossible. BTW sorry for my English. I'm not a native speaker.