Day 29 Mood: 5/10 Not a particularly great day - didn't feel upbeat about it in any way. I have noticed a disturbing trend though, with regards to my internet usage. Seems i sometimes end up subconsciously seeking out websites that i know will in some way reinforce a negative thought process/pattern in my head, and will thus trigger a depressive episode. This is something that i have to stop doing, because the online world is not the same as reality, and i have to start getting that through my head. In retrospect, I suppose there is a strong correlation here as to why i got caught up with Porn - not wanting to live in an uncomfortable reality, but rather choosing to create a phoney-baloney make believe world full of BS. Starting tomorrow, i want to only use the PC after 7pm. I want to see how this affects me in the long run. Here's to a happier future, and a less shitty tomorrow.