This past week has been pretty rough in terms of recovery/rebooting. I had a string of relapses to P and MO in this past week. Yesterday I decided to install K-9 on my computer, and I got rid of all devices with access to P. My energy levels are so low in comparison to the last 3 weeks. I need my energy for my business. I need my business to be profitable so I can make money and move out. I'm almost there. I know I'm close to the break-through point. But I need to get this addiction under control. If I don't, I'll be stuck here, where I am. I have finally realized that my compulsion to use porn right now is to great for willpower, alone, to overcome at this time. For the past 2 years, I had been trying to develop the will power to stay off porn for good, but I have only been able to make it around 30 or so days before relapsing. If my finances and sex life were good, then i would have been able to use willpower alone to combat this addiction. The catch 22 is that I have to get porn under control by removing access to it (i.e.e not relying solely on willpower) in order to get my finances and sex life together, and only then will I be in a position to resist porn with willpower. I'm also going to add a no edging counter. Lately, I've been edging to fantasy while in bed again. I need to get that under control as well. My short term goal for no Edging is 7 days. For some reason The counter app on this site is not allowing me to create a new counter, so I'll manually keep track of my progress and report it here.