Hello all, I've recently joined the forum here and decided to create this thread to help document my journey regarding giving up porn and getting my sex life with my wife back. I'm 48 and been married almost 25 yrs. I won't go into my background other than to say that over time I've realized I use porn to MO rather than have sex. And, this has become a problem as I've developed PIED and can't perform. I made this decision based on my most recent failure before Christmas. Like many others here, I never thought my failure was related to porn and PMO, subscribing it to anxiety and/or alcohol. After the last failure, and after making sure equipment worked the next morning, I found the YBOP site and realized that I had developed PIED. It all made sense. After that, starting the next day, Friday 12/17 I have been porn-free. I found this forum and after reading several journals and success stories decided to start my own journey. As of today, I'm 19 days P free. I have MO'ed a couple times, and really not tracking that other than tangentially. Sometimes it's just M without any porn or desire to O. But, even the desire to do that has been waning, so I'm hopeful. Also, did have successful sex with wife the day after Christmas, just needed a little help to get it back I don't really have too much desire for P, but sometimes the urge/temptation to take a peak has come around. Anyways, I look forward to sharing this journey with others who understand what I'm going through.